*&^^*() Lousy day

Well........ where do I start?

Lots of rubbish in my job , in school etc. Doing my best yet others do not recognize it. It's alright my conscience is clear. Put in place changes, and doing what I could with my limited talents.

My Lord is there. I shall not fear. I will fear only Him and Him alone. Through dark days like this , my only comfort is my Lord. Concern people rally around me. My parents , Dianjuan and my true friends. I am very appreciative though I still feel very alone is my struggles. Some struggles are meant to be borne alone . Yet , we are never alone. The Lord is in me. He is with me. He is in control when things go out of control.

I need to take care of myself. So then I could take care of others. My family , Dianjuan, my students. In my weakness , His strength is made perfect :)

The hope, the comfort fills my heart with peace and joy. In darkness may I see His light. Even if I do not see it . I will hang on to the hope that he will not forsake me and leave me.

Damn school is starting soon

Crap, there goes the holidays , why is life so full of care , you have no time to stand and stare. (that's all I can remember from my secondary days literature poems class)

Enough of complaints of the school and the ministry of education and life as a teacher. I have a job , and I got to Thank the Lord for that .

Trying to squeeze in time to finish building my super valkriye , a good break from building gundams which are snap fit . No ideas for a diorama yet though.

Gonna post some pics of my work so stay tune.

Just came back from Krabi

A beautiful place, a bit tourisy though . A bit too commercialised for me. But still enjoyable place nevertheless. It's a pity , I have no time for rock climbing and kayaking. Next time if I do go back these 2 activities will be high up in my to do list.

A time of relaxation , a time of refocusing , a time of catching up with friends. Watching the beaches, the landscape the sea, the fishes in the ocean and the eagles that soar in the sky reminds me of one thing. How great though art. May I burn these images in my mind and in my heart and try my best not to forget.

Humans are so prone to amnesia even before old age. So prone to forget , forget about the magnitude of the Lord . The Lord of the universe , the Greatness of His strength, the generousity of his grace and the fullness of his Love.

May I remember times like these when I am at the lowest points in my life. So to find strength to hope in the Lord , and renew my strength , and soar on wings like eagles , and not to be weary , faint and fearful.

Let me always remember the fear of the Lord is the beginning of all wisdom . And the Lord is my light and my salvation , whom should I fear. If the Lord is the stronghold of my life, I will not be afraid, even if I walk through the valley of the shadow of death , I will fear no evil.

His presence will comfort me. Lead me , guide me , in my journey in this life.

I succumbed.

First ever blog post. Created it so to just rant my frustrations and also to create a place where I can showcase my gundams and other sci fi models which I build and painted.

Nothing very much to say at least not for now. Signing off .